{"id":428,"date":"2016-11-07T15:30:58","date_gmt":"2016-11-07T23:30:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/morrisajeanine.com\/mj\/?p=428"},"modified":"2020-10-09T07:59:51","modified_gmt":"2020-10-09T14:59:51","slug":"finding-myself-everyday-in-every-way-oldrant-11-7-2016-vs-10-9-2020-%f0%9f%a4%94%e2%9c%8d%f0%9f%8f%bd","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/morrisajeanine.com\/mj\/?p=428","title":{"rendered":"finding myself everyday in every way #oldrant 11.7.2016 VS. 10.9.2020 \ud83e\udd14\u270d\ud83c\udffd"},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"fcbkbttn_buttons_block\" id=\"fcbkbttn_left\"><div class=\"fcbkbttn_button\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"https:\/\/www.facebook.com\/\" target=\"_blank\">\n\t\t\t\t\t\t<img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/morrisajeanine.com\/mj\/wp-content\/plugins\/facebook-button-plugin\/images\/standard-facebook-ico.png?w=832&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"Fb-Button\" \/>\n\t\t\t\t\t<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div><div class=\"fcbkbttn_like \"><fb:like href=\"https:\/\/morrisajeanine.com\/mj\/?p=428\" action=\"like\" colorscheme=\"light\" layout=\"standard\"  width=\"225px\" size=\"small\"><\/fb:like><\/div><\/div><p>11.7.2016 VS. 10.9.2020 \ud83e\udd14\u270d\ud83c\udffd #SavedDrafts<\/p>\n<p>#PreviouslyOnMyMind It&#8217;s been a min since I&#8217;ve blogged I know&#8230; but can you guys let me rant for good ol&#8217; times sake?<\/p>\n<p>Geesh, seems like I&#8217;m forever searching for more and more of myself &#8212; Almost like I&#8217;ve lost pieces along the way &#8230; giving myself away to the wrong people, taking risk for the wrong causes, making decisions to please others. I really got to stop&#8230;I&#8217;m getting so tired of compromising my peace and happiness and not being fulfilled in the same fashion or more. I do things out of love and then as my passion grows for the person, place or thing&#8230; I began to resent as they aren&#8217;t so grateful&#8230;I should probably just learn to keep the love worth giving to myself and be more selective with whom and where I share this with. It&#8217;s draining&#8230; ANYWAY<\/p>\n<p>Last year (2015) I did the 60 day fast which really opened me up to a different lifestyle that I am falling more and more in love with everyday.<\/p>\n<p>#UpdateInMyMind<\/p>\n<p>&#8212; woah looks like I had this rant saved in the drafts for way too long since 2016 &#8230; how do I feel about what I&#8217;ve written? Relieved and Glad I was able to identify my issues with self. I am posting it now in 2020 because this rant could save a life.<\/p>\n<p>11.7.2016 VS. 10.9.2020 \ud83e\udd14\u270d\ud83c\udffd<\/p>\n<p><\/p><div class=\"twttr_buttons\"><div class=\"twttr_twitter\">\n\t\t\t\t\t<a href=\"http:\/\/twitter.com\/share?text=finding+myself+everyday+in+every+way+%23oldrant+11.7.2016+VS.+10.9.2020+%F0%9F%A4%94%E2%9C%8D%F0%9F%8F%BD\" class=\"twitter-share-button\" data-via=\"\" data-hashtags=\"\"  data-size=\"default\" data-url=\"https:\/\/morrisajeanine.com\/mj\/?p=428\"  data-related=\"\" target=\"_blank\">Tweet<\/a>\n\t\t\t\t<\/div><\/div>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>11.7.2016 VS. 10.9.2020 \ud83e\udd14\u270d\ud83c\udffd #SavedDrafts #PreviouslyOnMyMind It&#8217;s been a min since I&#8217;ve blogged I know&#8230; but can you guys let me rant for good ol&#8217; times sake? 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